Monday, March 31, 2008


Th pictures above was taken juz now at ang mo kio.. I was on my way to meet my parents for dinner and passed by this KFC. It was already crowded. After my dinner, it was still so crowded! Wat's up with the crowd man?! As though no one has eaten chicken before? Haha..

This is the best picture that I have taken during the SPEA dinner. THe food at York hotel was good.. with the wonderful music played and sang by the band.. keke..


Sunday, March 30, 2008

it has been a very fruitful and good experience for our performance at york hotel today.. despite the fact that haresh the drummer and faizal the bass guitarist wun be able to make it.. I thought our performance was good enough.
I felt the bond between our band members too.. Feel good to know azuan and faizal better again.. had a good session chatting with abt each other families etc. Hope to have more performance to work with them soon.
A man ran up the stage and dance beside me while we were performing.. It kinda scares me.. really dunno wan to do but smile.. after we finished the songs and had to walk down the stage, he asked me to go over to his table.. I just ignored.. Scary! He sounded as though he is commanding me.. Thought he should give some respect to me though.. But i know azuan and faizal will protect me though.. haha.. like my brothers.. felt safe.. thanks to both of them! I'm sure baby will do the same.. just that he had to be a good soldier to standby in his camp.. missing him :)

Friday, March 28, 2008


Hello! I'm sure you can see 2 black pictures here. I took this for the sake of taking it. Just try to imagine there are many stars! haha! Rosenna had brought me to a romantic place just now. ADM school/building (not sure what it is called). Anyway, that's not the point. Walking up the flight of stairs was exhausting, however, when we reached the tip of the slope and looked up into the sky, it was awesome! Beautiful stars right above me! Too bad the carpet grass was wet, if not I would have lie down on it. When I reach there, the first person I thought of was Jason. I wanna bring and share this lovely place to him. Not sure if he would appreciate this kind of thing though.
Busy day today. Whole day occupied from 11.30am. THank goodness Jason drove me to school. He's getting sick and I'm worried. But I also dun wanna overreact if not I would end up sounding like an old grandmother. ;p Hope he would get well soon.
Dance was great. My passion for dance is growing everyday. I couldn't actually believe where i stand today. I started just liking dance for leisure. Then had a not very good experience at a dance club during my poly days. In NIE, I wanted merely to join and be a normal member in DanceFUzion who wouldn't want to commit much. Initially, I only wanted to dance for fun, not even for performance. COz I perceive very lowly of myself. I always had difficulty remembering steps. Always have stage fright etc. And now, I'm the chairperson of the dance club! Initially, I kinda regretted agreeing in taking up this role. Coz I felt that I'm bad at dancing unlike twinkle who is such a good dancer (which fits the role of a chairperson very well).
However, after having dinner with few of my club members as well as some dancers tonight, I realised something different. I feel very happy to be in part of this dance club with all these wonderful people. AFter being the chairperson, I thought that all the weakness that I have mentioned have been converted into challenges which I would love to face and overcome. Nothing is impossible. Seriously, I thought I've improve slightly and I'm still working hard to improve in terms of stage fright haha. I feel very happy to get to know the dancers better. I hope they would feel the same kind of happiness and attachment the same way as I do. :)
However, I'm going USA soon. Really going to miss so much.. Afraid I might even drift apart from them. In terms of management, I'm sure faizal will do a good job, as well as the rest of the committee members. Just that I'm going to miss them!
Btw, I got back my psychology test paper. Quite satisfied with my results. However, I thought I was quite lucky as whatever I've study came out for the test. But if I had started earlier, I'm sure I would have done better. I'm even more determined to score better for exams.
For volleyball, I din play well today. However, I did my best. Few of my groupmates were not happy. I sometimes really wonder if anger is really needed for such situations. Every min of anger also means you are losing 1 min of happiness. Why choose to be unhappy when you can choose to be happy? THink I should keep reminding myself on this.. So I'd be a happier person too.
another thing! I'm meeting Jenn Yang later with his friends with the christian club. He's going to share something about christianity. I'm just going to listen and see how it goes.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008



hmm.. I've felt much happier recently.. coz there are a few projects down by now.. next week is the worst week. But i'm sure I can put it through.. I spent my weekend at a chalet with peiying. Had a good catch up session with my friends. I met Chenting and we are planning to find a way to gather all our primary school classmates.. so exciting.. I wonder how are they now..


My dance club seems to be progressing pretty well too. New dancers are interested to join Dance Fuzion. However, we are now preparing for the performances therefore, some of them may feel left out. I wonder if there's a way to keep them occupied and yet enjoy the session.. hmm..


Thursday, March 20, 2008

I'm so happy today! After the psycho test, I really felt great! Yesterday at this time, i was struggling so hard to study. I only managed to settle down at 11 plus to start to study. By 2 plus, I fell asleep! I can't control myself. Too tired.. Then morning, I completed the rest. Thanks to vanessa, she helped me with 2 chapters and i managed to ans one of the short ans quest. I persuaded her to study something that came out too. Haha.
I've settled my softball assignment too. Volleyball was good too. I managed to get the balls today. My serves are getting better too!
Dance

Friday, March 14, 2008

I was so happy on the 12/3/08! This was the first time i cook hainanese chicken rice and it was a success. But of coz it's not as good as the hawkers out there i supposed. Dear came to find me in the evening.. We had dinner together and i accompanied him to play soccer. It was his safra league game and I insist that he should go play. After that, we rush off to watch the water horse! it's so cute!
Yesterday, i hated the rain! It was after my tuition and my student asked me if I wanted to call a cab since the rain was so heavy. I insisted on saving my $2.50 and decided to walk out as there would be many cabs passing by usually. However, that didn't happen. My student lent me an umbrella which was leaking and I had to walk all the way to durean rd! It took me some time before I took the cab.. I was drenched by then.
I sacriface not going for dance today. Had to do my SS proj.. I'm so excitied over tomorrow's field trip. Hope our hardwork will be paid off!
Anyway, I was so restless today that I dun feel that I keep losing focus. Quite disappointed with myself today during volleyball. I dun seem to be able to concentrate. Guess I'm just tired. THat's y i dun really feel like going for frisbee this sat.. I have not started anything on my E learning assignments... Shit.. My time management really sux.. arrggg...struggling!
But I will survive! ;p
BTw, for the field trip later, I'm going to wear my ah ma's blouse! My mum lent it to me. It's very dear to her as she is keeping it to remind herself of my grandmother who has passed away many years ago. I still remember how motherly she looked and I will still miss and love her always.. Hope this blouse will bring my some good luck tomorrow! :)

Monday, March 10, 2008







I've spent a real good time with Jason yest.. we went to watch 10 000 bc. It was great! There's so many things to do!! Last weekend I attended my ex music classmate's wedding. It was Awesome!! It was held at the asian civilization mueseum.. And guess what.. i was rudy! He was from PESS too. He happened to know my frd's husband. We got to know a few new friends and took pictures together. Check out the night scene there.. so nice!
During the solemnisation, the pastor mentioned that for a woman to love a man, she has to understand her man very much but just have to love a little. However, for a man to love a woman, one has to love his woman very much but understand a little. That's because, there are so many things that women would do when man just couldn't rationalize their actions.. haha.
We also got to accept the fact the god made man and woman for a reason. The man is there to help make decisions for the family. That doesn't mean that women doesn't have a say.. they can offer suggestions and man has to listen to consider their wive's ideas before making a decision. The pastor also said that man often hopes that his wife will not change (stay pretty forever), and woman hope that man will change their characters for the better. However, we have to face the fact that all these ideals wun work. In fact very minimal possibilities.. It was interesting to listen to him. My frd's husband sang and played the piano as a gift for his wife. While Eliz, my gal friend was giving her thank you speech to her family, she teared. I was very touched too. Anyway, I enjoyed myself that night.
Before that I was with Lynn at Chinatown heritage center doing our assignment. We went for massage after that.. Felt really good!

Saturday, March 08, 2008

I had a great time at the army museum today.. but had to rush for tuition.. Grace's results have not been good.. there must be a way to improve her concentration span.. I'm trying a way now.. c if it works.. I had a good long talk with darling. It has been really long since we talk.. Then my bro accompany to eat dinner.. i'm tired now.. so many things to do.. shall do it tml... nitey..