Sunday, October 19, 2008

Hi there.. well, I'll played table tennis for abt an hour, an hr of yoga last week.. Though it's not sufficient but it's a good start for me...
My dear dear was mad at me just now coz i din hear him call me. I was at the restroom when he called and the place was horribly noisy. I was initially upset for him being angry with me. But later, i realised that it's really hard to him to find time to call me. Besides the tel booth is very inconvenient for him to go to. I think we both got upset too coz we are both frustrated that no matter how hard we try, we could still not able to get to talk to each other. Thankfully, darling was understanding and we resolved this problem pretty quickly. Can't wait for him to be back!

I'm feeling sleepy now.. good nite...zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........

Friday, October 10, 2008

Hi there,
I need a BREAK!! I've been working so hard today.. doing my sch work. I woke up early to have breakfast with my mummy this morning. Happy to see my darling's messages when i woke up. After breakfast i went home. I practiced music for like 3 hours! It revitalized my whole spirit and got me ready to do my sch work. I took nap and den when for my 45 mins jog. I started using my US5 dollar polar watch. It was so cool!! It start beeping which helps me to keep my heart rate constant. I wanted to go to serangoon stadium for my jog. However, it was closed for a school function. Therefore, I jogged around my area instead. I got to look at the sky and admire the beautiful sunset. It reminds me of the beautiful scenery that I saw in america along our journey from states to states, the grand canyon etc.. Those were heart-warming moments.. Now, i feel so good after the excercise. California fitness called me. I'm so glad. It means that I'd have a chance to exercise again! Hooray! I loved their lessons! Darling called just now too. I missed him.. But since he's away, I'll try my best to make ful use of my time to do my work or catching up with family and friends. We shall see... :)
As you can see.. this is a really small cake.. I couldn't find a cake in the middle of the night.. so that's the best i can find.. But thankfully.. my dear was understanding enough.. Haha. Anyway, we had the big cake on the next day.. I forgot to explain.. that's for his birthday..
the drinks from this coffee club were fabulous! This brand was found any rest areas along the expressways in america.. I missed the hot chocolate when it was so soothing to drink when the weather was so cold there den.
This picture was taken in ma poh.. with jason's bro and sis..
Say goodbye to Dr Harry.. Boo Hoo.. He's a good lecturer.. Will always remember him..
Here's the new committee with the ex committee.. We had an 3 hour interview session with a mini voting system to select the new committee members. They are a new batch of very enthusiastic and fun-loving people with creative ideas to inject and contribute DanceFuzion.. I'm sure they are going to bring the club proud!

Wow.. It's been so long since I've blogged again. I've been so so busy. I have handed over my postion as the chairperson of my dance club to Faizal. I thought that maybe it's time for me to pull up my socks and catch up with my studies. I seemed to miss out so much. Din do my readings, burning midnight oil for basically everything. What is happening to me? I picked up 3 music students recently and still giving tuition to the same student since last year. I'm financially more stable as compared to the time when i just arrived back home from USA.
I have been thinking lately. About many things. School, dance, sports, music, work, Love, friendship, family relationship and myself. If there are things to improve about myself in relation to these issues, I think there are thousands and one answers to it. So which should I prioritize first? I wonder... Some of my flaws caused my love ones to be upset with me and I ended up being upset too. So why not try changing for the better?

Well, I these are the major flaws that i have to overcome for now.
1) being to defensive - I tend to defend myself immediately when someone rejects or criticize me. Why be so defensive? Like what van told me, why not pause, give myself and whoever sometime to think about it and den response. This may help. I have to keep reminding myself that from now on

2) my room is in a mess. It's so hard for me to look for my stuff every now and den. I have to start packing up!! I'll start a little from tml onwards!

3)Being punctual. In regards to dating, meeting, tuition or deadlines for sch work. Everything must be on time!!

4) I'm putting on weight! Therefore, excercising is the best way to keep myself fit. I want to achieve 48kg! Therefore, I'll try to exercise 2 to 3 times a week from next week onwards.

seems like these are the main things that I wanna improve on myself.. I know it's going to be hard. But I'm going to do it.. Every time i blog, I would update on my progress in regards to these flaws of mine.. I'm keen to turn them into flares.. haha.. amibitious huh! I believe i can do it if I put effort into it.. Wish me all the best!! ;p