Thursday, August 30, 2007

Hey..
I woke up at about 7 plus and headed to the gym with lynn. My initial plan was to do weights and den play table tennis. HOwever, Eric and Ruoying called me and asked me to go jogging around NTU and I did! it was about 5 click i guess. Hmm.. sprinted at the end coz of the stupid rain. Then we continued with our table tennis. It was very fun!
We went for soccer when JiaYi taught was how to do volley. Learning in a small group really helps a lot. Feedback was given immediately. I enjoyed the session. For M and E, we still continued with solving mean, mode and median. Standard deviation was also introduced.
We went for lunch after that. I was super hungry. Den we headed to get our SS books, and submitted my OBS form! hooray! going for camp again!
Next we were on our way back to hall when I had to rush for tution. I headed to hougang point to pass the thumbdrive back to my ex student. Load off me now! When I was about to reach my house, after turning, I need to reverse and park into my hse's lot. THen there's this taxi driver who din bother to wait and forced me to drive forward. My unit after my neighbour gave me a dirty look as though i did something wrong. They were so inconsiderate to park the cars along phillips ave near to my house and still dare to give me that look! Most prob they din know i wanted to drive back to my hse. Anyway.. I was just frustrated that y do pple have to be so impatient and have to show pple unhappy faces in order to make themselves feel better? HAiz... I hope my students in future will not grow up to be like that..
I ended up eating instant noodles.. no one was at home to eat with me.. watched tv and slacked. Darling called me. Reminded me that he misses me. I rememebered eric mentioning to me about his frd who was also from commando, married and his wife betrayed him coz she always go club and was with his colleague who was also getting married. This guy claimed that the gal was the one who seduced him and he felt it was ok. Eric couldn't stand it and walked away. He said that there were so many this kind of cases.. No wonder darling din like me to club. But I hope if i can give him this kind of security, he would give me the same kind of security.. I cannot stand betrayal.. If wat is expected of me is not applicable to him, den I feel that it's not fair and no point following it.. well.. most importantly, i trust he will not do that.. :)

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

today.. i find it a dread to wake up for the 8.30 lesson.. but i was early.. lynn told me she dreamt of me getting A for my critical perspective assignment.. And guess what? I really did! Hooray.. A good start for me.. I went gym to di my triceps. Den we headed for M and E lesson. They were discussing about the pros and cons of using different kinds of graphic representions to show statistics..
I went to play tennis with lynn after that. LOng time since I played.. the kick is back!
Then we went to the clinic for my check up for outward bound. I had an injection.. Painful.. but worth the cost. keke.
Next we returned back to hall, bathed and took a nap. I woke up and changed into my dance attire and went for dance.. they taught hip hop today and i enjoyed the session very much. After that I waited for lynn and we went to boon lay market for dinner and now i'm here! Going to bathe now.. tataz.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Today.. I went back to zhonghua primary school to sign out. The school had called me, send me a letter to ask me to go back and sign out. On the last day of my sch, I 've forgotten to sign out. keke. Too excited to leave. Haha. When I was on my way home, I saw my P3 students! They called for me.. I really missed them.. haiz..
THere was a heavy rain when i reached NIE. I was drenched despite i drove. Irritating. I had basketball lesson and den discussion on critical perspective. The tutor din really guide us.. but we knew we were on the right track so we are going ahead with our plans.
I went for tuition. I asked grace if her granny always ask her to drink or eat whenever she comes down from the stairs. She said not really.. It tiggered me to ask her because I saw her granny coming down the stairs. I went on with my lesson. Who knows.. her granny came and offered her milk! haha.. both of us laughed.
I returned to hall after that.. I wanted to jog.. but the rain was huge. so i decided to forget about it. I checked my mails and vanessa came back asking me to send her to nie. I went to jurong point to meet lynn and went shopping at NTUC!! spent abt 40 bucks! Haiz.. gtg now.. btw.. darling called just now.. says he will be away at outfield for a few days and wun be back.. 20 more mins to his birthday.. "Happy Birthday to him" :) tataz.

Monday, August 27, 2007


Well.. today.. i woke up several times to check my phone to see if jason called me. Billy called me after that saying jason called him and mentioned that he'll be out either at 11 or 12pm. I decided to go see the doc 1st then head over to fetch his mum and den go over.. I went there twice.. 1st i reached there at 10 plus.. den jason asked me to go back and get his phone and wallet and return back when he called. We headed to beach road to buy his neccessities after that and had lunch. It felt good to be the passenger again. haha.

We went to compass point to look for a waterproof pouch but to no avail and headed to fetch jojo from sch. Went back to his home to let him rest.. It felt good to be cuddling with him again, holding hands together etc..

Later, we headed to houngang mall for a walk.. ate kfc and ice-cream.. think i better watch my diet haha. By 8pm he has to leave house.. we returned home for dinner, he cut his hair and bathed. Then I prepared the birthday cake for him. All of us sang song for him. Wondered what wish he made.. hope it would come true.. Now.. I just came back from his camp.. he's back there. My heart had sunken again.. though I din wanna make it too obvious.. Miss him again.. shall wait for his return on 14 or 15 of september 2007.. now.. i got to get back to my work already..

27/8/07
I was woken up by darling's mum today. Jason's dad's car had problem and again and they were heading to pray to their ancesters. So Jason's dad exchanged the car with mine for that time being. My dad came back and said,"I didn't know the car can even change colour on its own!" haha.
I had i mini quarrel with my bro today.. I told him i needed to head to chua chu kang for my friend's wedding and he still asked me to fetch him to sim lim square to repair his com. He felt that i could have told him directly how i feel rather than agree and den complain. Which is quite true la.. Anyway, i tot he could be more considerate too.. Coz i wan him to know i hate rejecting him and he should be auto enough to decide on the favours to ask from me. Anyway, he talked it out and we are fine now..
THe malay wedding was so interesting. This was the 1st time in my life attending a malay wedding. We ate first and waited for the bride and bridegroom to arrive, there were drum and silat performance.. The couple were like king and queen. The performances were meant to show to the couple rather than the guests.. It seemed to be an honour to perform for both of them. Even NUrah also performed. She's representing singapore to do silat. By the way.. it's Yusman wedding. It was a good opportunity to gather our classmates too.. Fun! After the phototaking session, most of us left. I went to fetch my mummy from chua chu kang central and headed home.
At night, I was waiting for jason to call but to no avail. I went over to jason's place to look at his newly designed room by his parents. I went with them to hougang mall for dinner while i search frantically for the birthday cake. Hope at least we have the time to sing a song, cut and eat the cake tml..
I decided to take a break tml.. Coz I better be on stand by.. I knoe he'd need the car.. how can i be so selfish and let he use someone else's car while he pass his to me.. must be mad right.. So i'm going to sleep now.. tml shall wake up earlier to stand by and have to see a doctor.. keke..
gtg now.. buaiz

Sunday, August 26, 2007


Arrgg..I actually I wrote wat i wanted to write already.. However, after clicking the add image icon.. Everything was refreshed and gone.. So irritating.. Anyway.. the main thing is I'm look forward to see my darling honey.
I took this pic went sending jojo home from my hse. After that both my mum and I went town for a walk to somerset..
gtg now.. sleepy..

Friday, August 24, 2007

Record for 24/8/07.
I woke up really early for my basketball lesson which was at 7.30am. After that I went back home to get my books for assignment and returned home. I took a nap, ate my lunch and practice music again. Next, I was on my way for my music exam!
I dun really know why, but this round I seemed rather calm, I was chatting with my teacher’s daughter when it was my turn.
That examiner looked like Beethoven sia! Haha. He tested me the scales and I thought I handled it rather well. My 1st 2 songs were quite ok, however, my last song I made the same mistake again. Damn it! Think he was pretty helpful. Anyway, I smiled all the way. Before I left the room, I asked him, “So, did I manage to pass my exam?” He paused and said, “I think you did.” And he smiled. Hooray! It means I’ve passed for sure!
I went for tuition for Grace after that. Later I went over to darling’s place to fetch jojo. I decided to bring her home to give her tuition. She’s right now with me.. Talking to my brother keke.. Staying overnight.. gtg now.. Feeling great! 2 more days to go before darling’s back!
Hello! it's 2 am and i'm still not sleeping..
As in 23/8/07, I woke up really late.. too tired to go eat breakfast with mummy and roy.. I ate lunch, practice music and washed the car. Vacummed and cleaned the interior as well as cleaning the exterior of coz. I wanted to open up the bonnet and add water to the compartment but dunno how to open it. Pulled the trigger but when i wanted to pull the bonnet up, it got stuck. Anyway, I tried calling my friends but no one answered. Therefore, I pushed it back and dun dare to do anything to it 1st.. AFter soccer, Anu taught me how to do it.. It's all about strength and pushing the trigger in the bonnet itself.
Because of this, I was late for my group meeting.. treated them ribena keke. My tuition will be changed to later at 4.30 sharp.
I saw an email on scuba diving 5 or 10 bucks onli.. so cheap right?! Coz it's held in s'pore swimming pool.. but i dun mind joining.. shall wait for darling to come back and we can sign up together. Another thing is, I recieved an email on overseas work attachments in USA. I'm very much interested coz this experience could be shared with my students in future and gaining more contacts if i wanna do students exchange in future for my sch... The attachment will be at least 2 months.. I told my dad about it and he said if it doesn't clashes with my sch work.. I should go.. Haiz.. the onli thing that is holding me back is my honey.. I wonder if he'd be supportive.. I'll surely miss him lor.. let's wait till he return and we shall discuss abt it.. There'd be a briefing and i'll go listen to it 1st. It's going to be real exciting! hmm.. But i think if i wanna go.. they might not choose me too.. there should be some criteria to be met i guess.. we shall see..
Darling called my home just now.. i thought he called my hp.. but i din c any miss calls.. did he wanted to speak to my parents are what.. keke.. He said he wanted to hear my voice.. sweet.. miss him terribly.. said he might be coming back on sunday night. I hope it's really going to be sunday night.. Will be waiting... if that's the case, it's 3 more days!yippie!
I've got my music exam later.. hopefully, things dun get messed up.. i wanna pass this exam badly man.. good luck to myself. haah.. byez

Thursday, August 23, 2007

yoz.. I'm so happy today.. by the way.. blogging for 22/8/07
I din sleep for the whole night coz i had to submit my assignment. But i'm done! down with one.. yippie! But i couldn't concentrate my measurement and evaluation lesson.. anyway.. it was pretty boring.. my class decided to change the lesson to a better time slot. We went into JiaYi's room.. saw a picture of little girl.. din know he was married! We wanted to change our soccer for thursday to another day.. then my thursday would be free! so shiok..

I went back hall to sleep for 3 hrs and went for dance. We did Jazz dance.. i find it rather hard to grasp man.. and my knee still hurt.. But it was still fun.
I went to play our semi finals for basketball Interclass Games.. and we got 1st! Yippee! Jean, Anu, Lynn, Simin and I were the only ones playing.. Although i didn't score this time, I still feel satisfied coz i thought my defending skills has improved.

I wanna tok about an incident during a game.. I was slapped by one yr gal. She did not even apologise. She gave me a dirty look. I got to thank her for that, coz i really went all out to defend and get the ball.. keke
Anyway, after the game, we thanked our opponents and everybody smiled to me except her who gave me another dirty look! I was super pissed and confronted her. I told her that she slapped me just now and din even apologise.. I was talking her in a joking manner, she smile and once she turn to another direction, her face was damn black la.. I think these pple have to be told wat is right and wrong.. Especially for her, she's going to be a teacher in the future, if she herself doesn't have sportsmanship, what about her students in future.. I'm quite surprised and sad about this issue.. I hope she's affected by what i've said to her.. becoz very soon.. she'll be learning about sports etiqutte..
DArling's mummy told me that annie is married recently.. I told her i knew about it through friendster. Johnson told her about it. She said that Jason's dad thinks she'll regret in future coz it seems to be a sudden decision. Well it happened that the guy was not her past fiance. Anyway.. y care so much.. it has nothing to do with me.. keke
I'm home right now.. slacking for a while. Just finished bathing and practicing music. I'm going to have breakfast with mummy and roy later.. practice music, tuition and back to school for lesson.. 4 more days be4 i can c darling..

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

acct for 21/8/07
Darling called me today! He whispered to me and I whispered back. He was calling me secretly in the toilet and i was in the library. It was pretty funny actually whispering to each other like dat.. Hope he din get caught. He reminded me abt being able to come out either on sunday night or monday afternoon. Good for me coz it doesn't clash with my soccer on monday morning.
I woke up for bball today.. learning how to pass through my opponents can be quite challenging. I learnt how to do crossover and pivoting.
I had a project meeting over lunch and i headed back to hall. I went for tuition. Then return to school. Went library before joining Anu to practice bball for inter-class games. My team is top in the chart. Tml is the finals. However, our star player like Vanessa wun be ard. Hope we still can win. I scored a ball during the games.. felt that was an achievement coz i dun usually perform during competition. I find it hard to stay calm during competition and i'm starting to learn it.. However, during the last game, a gal happened to hit into my right knee. It's still quite painful now. Scary.. i dun wan to dislocate my knee like my bro... will put a guard tml..

Monday, August 20, 2007

hiya.. I drove to SRC early this morning. Traffic was pretty heavy. I brought more clothes and bolster to school. With my bolster.. i can sleep better. I miss hugging honey.. I'm counting down.. 7 more days before i'll meet him. I'll stand by after my soccer lesson next monday. Hopefully he'll be released after my lesson. If not i dunno what the arrangement will be like.
My soccer lesson was quite frustrating today. It's because I had difficulty faking.. and doing the sharp turns. I wanna practice bring the ball back using the ball of my foot, using inner foot and outer foot. I also wanna master the Cruff Turn created by Johan Cruyff. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1k7DGqRF5g&search=cruyff is an example. I also brought my street soccer ball for practice. Vanessa was teaching me how to kick the ball high and up. Den the alarm for the lightning rang.. JiaYi asked us to stop..
I return get to hall slack and bathed. Then decided to start on my critical perceptive assignment. I was trying so hard to find out what humanity means. In chinese we call that "ren xing" That's what we humans should possess.. being sensitive, compassionate towards the environment and the people around us.
I took a nap in between. When I woke up... I suddenly felt lonely again. When i was heading to the toilet, one of the hall mate said hi to me in a bubbly manner. I realised the "fun and bubbly" rachel seem to have gone.. Am i growing older that i lost touch with fun or what? haiz.. I dun wanna be a boring rachel. I wan my life to be adventurous and fun. I asked peiying to join me for the dance beat at nee an city on 2 september 2007. I wanna dance! I'm going to get the application form for OBS.. Not only i wanna know more contacts which may help me with my future career, but it's time for me to see if I have matured throughout the years as i've joined OBS Sabah 5 years ago.. I wanna find an identity for myself.. knowing my strengths and weaknesses. This would help me find more meaning in life. I hope darling would support me.. no matter what i do.. My heart will always be with him..

Sunday, August 19, 2007


Hello.. I woke up early today to practise my music.. Think my scales are improving. YEah! I had lunch at home and went for my music lesson. My teacher gave me a trial exam and i passed. I hope he was strict and not lenient... coz i wanna know me actual standards for the actual exam.
Later i went home and wanted to start doing my sch work.. but i was not motivated today.. must be the rainy day..
I brought my mummy out for dinner at upper serangoon rd for the teo chew porridge. The "ah li shan" very ex man! 20++ for 2 of us..
When i reach home.. i wanted to start to do my work.. but i ended up sleeping. haiz.. then i woke up again.. went over to jason's house to pass jojo her present for acheiving full marks for her spelling. I gave jason's mum a lift to work.. and i returned home.
Suddenly.. i felt lonely.. i was thinking about those sundays when i usually accompany dear for soccer and go out at night.. I dreamt of him during my nap.. I dreamt that my friends told me jason was coming back and led me to go to another place. But it was a lie and i was very disappointed..
I was so boliao just now and i took lots of shots.. for fun... got to go and do my work now.. c ya.. bye.. flying kisses to my baby.. hope he gets it.. haha muack!

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Hi there.. writing for today's blog of coz! haha..
woke up at 11 plus.. I practiced my music.. now i feel scared coz my music exam is this coming friday! I had lunch with my dad, grandma and my brother. I had an interesting session with them. I asked my daddy to translate for me and ask my granny about what happened during the japanese occupation. My granny said that they stayed in the drain for days and there wasn't any rice and they had to pound the tapioca and turnip into soft subtance to eat as porridge. The japanese soldiers took my grandpa and grandma into a lorry and threw them into a hole. The batch before them were buried alive. However, they din know y.. they were released! If they were not release, I wun be even in existence!
Later, i went over to jason's hse and brought jojo over. She finished all her homework and studied for her spelling except for her chinese homework. After that i let her used my com to play some maths game.
I drove my family to TPY to pick my bro up. Den we headed to serangoon broadway for dinner and took the photos. The steamboat coffee shop was super crowded and my mum queued up for us while i go get the photos. I food was really good. I'll bring dear dear there when he comes back.. The individual shot that i've chosen can see the ring that honey have given me clearly. . I happened to noticed it just now.. haha.
Peiying called me and asked me about huizhen. Coz she's going to get married soon and she's puzzled but it.. and also asked y i went missing.. nv inform her about the change of hp num. She was looking for company today.. but i just wanna spend time with my family and do my sch work.. so told her another day..
We went to serangoon gardens for desert.. darling's family were also there.. and jojo left with them.
I dunno y.. but felt quite affected when jason's mum told me that she saw annie at their void deck yesterday. Y in the world things are so coincident? my family met theirs and they met annie.. haiz.
Den my mummy asked jojo if she prefer me or annie.. she said me.. my mum asked y and jojo told my mummy that she always make a lot of noise in his room and gives him love bites..etc.. hmm.. i dun feel good.. haiz. how i hope darling is here to reassure me now. I need him.. haiz.. I dun wanna hear the history.. coz if i hear it.. i'd think too much and will start to get paranoid.. this would affect us. . I got to understand things are over now.. so just move on..
dunno y.. when i entered friendster just now.. i went to look into annie's acct.. it's not in the private mode anymore. she seems to be engaged with a guy whose most probably her fiance..
Seems happy.. I can't deny that she looked very pretty indeed.. at some point, i feel threatened coz i felt she was prettier than me.. haha. dumb right? but.. i believe everyone is special in their own way.. but i just need him to assure me now.. tell me i'm prettier than her in some other ways? keke. comparing sux. but i juz can't help it. But i'm proud of myself in many ways.. i'm proud to have a teaching as a career near future. I'm a very determined person who doesn't give up easily.. Love to help people who are in need. I'm proud that pple can't take advantage of me anymore coz i've learnt how to stand up for myself. My dream to go to the university and study has been accomplished. Know how to play music.. guitar, organ and piano.. not many pple can do that.. sporty, musically inclined, girlie when i wanna be.. not all gals can be like that.. That's who i am.. I feel better now. Haha. Most importantly, i'm proud to hav jason as my bf.. :)
He called again just now. BUt din tell me abt the loss of his money.. wonder if everything is ok.. gtg not..missing him as always.. looking forward to 27th when he'll be out.
report for 17/8/07
My honey called me yesterday.. after i blogged. Seems like my wish came true. Haha.
I woke up at 6 plus this morning. I was early for lesson. YESH! We learnt dribbling today. I realised the yr 2 deg gals are very good that bball too.
After lesson, i had breakfast with my classmates and den went to the gym. I did bicepts and shoulders today. My whole body is aching now.. I really need a massage.. ;p My friend ask me to go club tonight. But i rejected him. keke. This is the second rejection made this week. I wanna be good gal..
I went to the library and search for resources for my proj.. wanna try to finish as much as possible. I rushed back to hall and prepare to head to fort canning.. went by aye to cte and out to merchant. now i know how to go there already. Yesh! The field trip was very interesting. The wax men looked so real. I could feel what was going on on the plot of land during british and jap occupation.
Later, i went to pump petrol. five day pump once huh. Den fetch my mummy to amk. Met my dad and bro for dinner. We bought 881 movie tickets. The movie was very touching. I teared so many times. I'm quite frustrated with myself. I can't stand myself being so emotional.. but i just can't help it! arrgg.. the movie tell us about treasuring ur life, maintaing relationship, doing things which would make you or others happy.. etc. meaningful
After the movie.. we headed to amk hub (we watched at jubille) and guess who i saw? U would nv believe it! i saw jason's whole family walking in front of my family. Haha.. I called jojo. Den i introduced jason's parents to my parents. haha.. really a small whole huh..
Went amk hub and bought a pair of shorts while my bro was deciding to buy the phone at singtel.
Headed home after that. I practiced music again. I realised my exam is next week! better work harder. Now i'm super sleepy.. going to sleep now..nitey..

Friday, August 17, 2007

Recount for 16/8/07
I woke up at 8 plus this morning. It was going to rain and lynn and i decided not to go jog. However, i still have to return our book. Therefore, I took the shuttle bus and headed to the library. Then i went to the gym. Did my triceps and ran 7 click. Shiok man. Then i went home bathed and picked my brother up for lunch. Brought him over to my hall's canteen and showed him my room.
Then i drove him to queensway for his physio. I brought a pair of slippers which cost 30 plus. I had to consider for a super long time. Not like the past anymore. Jojo called and told me she had full marks for her spelling! great to hear that. Think I'm going to give her a new wallet.
Later i drove for my tuition. I was very angry with myself coz i missed the PIE (changi) junction. And i went all the way to upper thomson rd and had to return. There goes my petrol.
My brother asked me to pick him up tml but i'm going to Fort canning park and it will not be on the way. Sometimes, I think it's ok to reject right? Must learn how to do it.. Now i understand y darling din wanna come all the way to boonlay to fetch me from pasir ris.
After tution, i went back nie for measurement and evaluation lesson. Then soccer. We played games. Think i was too tired to move today. Tml i still have a 7.30 lesson. got to wake up real early.
I just returned from a gathering session with my hall friends. Venessa introduced my level's gals to me. We played taboo and i decided to leave 1st. Wanna blog. I messaged billy today to ask about jason.. but he din reply.. I wonder if he received if a not. I was watching the 9.30 channel 8 show. It reminded me of him.
Anu asked me if i'm interested to join OBS singapore during this september holidays. I thought maybe i should just give it a shot since it's been a long time since i camp and this would keep me occupied. If not i'll go crazy missing jason.. haiz..
Btw, i was toking to my poly friend juz now. She was asking if jason was my sec frd. She said she saw him at xiuzhen's place be4. She also complimented both of us looked good together! :) I'm really looking forward to hear anything from anybody abt him.. darling.. r u thinking of me now..? haiz.. good nite..

Thursday, August 16, 2007

blogging for 15/8.
I supposed to leave at 7am today. Coz i had to give roy a ride to OCS. However, i was waiting my friends to arrive as they a slightly late. Roy complained that i could have left at 7 sharp and forget abt my friends. But how can i? It said that if i agreed to help someone, i have the responsibility to do a good job. He was right. But there are times which moral values and dilemma comes into the picture and we just got to tolerate with it. That's life. At least i managed to reach OCS on time.
I went over to pick Lynn and went for lesson. Looking for parking lots really sux big time. I think the next time, i'll go school at least 15 mins earlier or rather take the shuttle bus. The tutor led lecture on the Perspective of value was quite verge. It seems like value is something that is grown within us since young and there is no right or wrong coz the environment and family background will mould us and affect us to be wat we are today.
We attended Bala's lecture on measurement and evaluation for an hour. I ate lunch with lynn and went back hall for a long nap! shoik man. I beautified my board by placing some sweet messages and my darling's photo. Miss him so much!
Later in the evening, i went library to zap some necessary notes for SS. We are doing merger and separation. I borrowed the SS p4 textbook which i have to return tml be4 9am! I take this as a motivation to go jogging early in the morning.. den i can go return the book.
Then i headed for my dance lesson! So fun. It's been a long time since i danced. We did hip hop. I need the instructor to be in front or i will forget all the steps. Think I better try to train myself to count the steps and memorise them the next time. I'm going for next week's 6.30pm session. Lynn and i den went for dinner. We are now all ready and motivated to work hard.. I've just finished reading tml's lecture notes. Cool right? now i'm going to read the history textbook that i have to return tml morning.. tataz.. Btw, i decide to blog everyday so that when dear dear is back.. he can look through this and know what i've went through when he was away..

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Hi there.. writing for 14/8/07

This morning, I was nearly late! But i was still on time. luckily! I offered Ro and Darren a ride to school. I couldn't find parking lots.. so no choice. got to use my cash card.. Basketball was so fun! I really like my instructor Mr Koh. He taught us how to shoot today. After lesson, we played a game of full court, 5 vs 5. There were 2 gals in my team and Mr Koh. He's so cool. I managed to fake and scored at least 3 shots for my team. And we won! hooray. My love for basketball is back!
I returned hall and unpacked my stuff again. I brought room slippers, and mat. I bathed and headed for tuition. I got my fees already. Yes! and i'm going to save it. I'm realised that her comprehension is pretty weak and i'm going to help her on that. After tuition, I took out my hp and saw an unfamiliar number. I called back and realised the number belonged to jason's friend. Jason borrowed the phone from him and wanted to call me! Haiz. I'm so sad that i didn't get to pick up his call. How is he now.. I hope he's doing well.. i miss him. I turn my phone to alert mode after that and waited and waited for him to call me.. but to no avail.
I went to pick my bro up at SAFTI and headed down to bishan to meet mummy for dinner. Then we went to the library. I wanted to borrow books but i din bring my lib card. So.. too bad for me.. When going home, i went pass a red light. There's camera around.. i just hav to cross my fingers and hope the camera is not working.. pls la.
Went i reached home, i decided to wash the car. I din get to vacum but i clean the leather seats, wash the exterier as well as polishing it ok?! My baby treat it like a wife.. i treat it like my husband.
I feel quite bad now. Roy was telling me that he is very unhappy and stress over his life now due to the fact that he felt he's wasting time serving the army while he could do something better to upgrade himself. He wanted me to send him to SAFTI later and initially i didn't want to send him coz it means i have to wake up earlier and everybody knows i love sleeping! But in the end i agreed. I feel bad now coz i felt i was a little selfish when i rejected him just now. I was considering the petrol and the time. But i could have tot abt how torturous it is to travel all the way to boon lay especially i've been through all this pain before. Moreover, he's down and i'm not really there to hear him out.. think no matter wat it is, family ties is still the most important. Money can't buy love. Therefore, I know what to do in future.
My music exams are coming! i've finished practising my songs and scales. I wanna prove to my teacher that i can score better than his expectations. I hate it when people thinks i'm very bad at something and i wann proof them wrong. And words has to power, but actions do.
I'm excited for tml's dance trial.. So cool.. i gtg now.. good night to my honey.. how i hope he can hear me now. .

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I'm going to share what i did on 13 August 2007..
My baby has gone for his ranger course. He'll be away for 65 days! Boo hoo.. I felt sad when i bidded goodbye to him. But i had to act "cool".. dun wanna be emotional or i'll affect him. I went to pick Lynn up in the morning and got lost halfway.. now i know that i should exit from exit 8 to her place from AYE.
We reached hall at about 7am, went to sleep again. woke up at 8.20am. Luckily our soccer is at src.. which is just next to our hall. I was PUNCTUAL for my lesson. Yippie! Soccer was fun! There was many mini games involved to allow the students to learn how to attack better (3 vs 1 ) Then subsequent to a balanced 4 vs 4 games. However, i had problem kicking the ball high up. This was the main skill that we supposed to master. Haiz.. How i wished darling is here to teach me now.. I need him..
After lesson, I went back hall to bathe. I washed my clothes as i was bathing. I hope i can stick to this habit. Then i packed my stuff with lynn.. I realised that I've many other things which i could have brought to hall to display..eg family photo, words of motivation etc.
After everything, we watched TV, went for lunch and took a nap..
I wanna wanna tok about the tv show that i've watched. It was abt a guy who wanted to test his gf before he ask her for marriage. She went through so many cruel tricks and finally, her bf proposed to her. Lynn and I teared.. It was so touching. I dun wanna see too many of this kind of variety show.. Coz if not, my expectations for a marriage proposal wil go higher higher and HIGHer.. good luck to my soulmate :p
I met Roy in the evening for dinner at queensway.. had curry rice and laksa. Then we went ikea to look at the book shelves and wardrobes. Think we know which that the ones we wanted. I changed my mind about staying over in hall. Coz roy roy has to rush home to pray with my parents and since it's the 1st day of ghost festival, i think it's better to go home la. I can feel the home sickness already somehow.. haha.
It's the 1st day of honey's training. I wonder what is he doing now.. is he thinking the same for me?
Btw, my ziping mentioned that he dreamt about me last night. Said i went clubbing with him. keke. But i promised dear dear not to go already.. so think idea is out of my mind. He asked me to go out and drink coffee. He mentioned tml.. i said c how.. i'm quite interested to know what he has to say.. I wanna share it with darling..
I got to get back to work now.. there DED meeting tml and i haven read through my notes! Buai!